Peace in pieces! :)

i dono wat tittle to give my post maybe i'l figure it out as i go along and spit out the anger the pain the frustration m going thru....

how can people be so hurting ..how can they say shit without thinking twice.... imagine a person (X) had the audacity to comment on my personal life..... and say that m seeing three people at the same time... i could slit X's throat and cut X into pieces and give to the stray Dogs near my house........ Gosh m feeling better already!

what business do people have to comment on other people... Love is misunderstood these days .. its jus an affair and apparently u "Go Around" ! Hello folks don forget its love . ok so sometimes it doesn work out for various reasons and sometimes it does.... what the heck....

but then again to have the freaking guts to say personal things abt someone else.... wat cheek!

now lemme counsel myself cos there isnt anyone else who could do it and i don intend to ruin the rest of my evening thinking this crap.. least of all my holliday!

nobody has the right to judge someone else .. its technically and morally incorrect... and to pass such statements jus shws wat lowly scums they r!

my Guru says if u let people affect u then u are empowering them, so never let that happen... people will talk and talk all crap...

and actually after having studied this whole thing they call Life.. its kiddish to be upset..

they say dance along to the tunes of this world and don care two hoots if the world is seeing and sniggering.... cos they don have anythng better to do.. so shoot the world!

so U Bloody Swine X whether i m seeing 3 or 30 people none of ur bloody business ... and i refuse to let ur small minded worm like thnking affect my anymore ... i write u off from my book of life though..... and TRUST me i m feeling much better.. shedding a few tears did help gettng this load off my chest..

so have i decided the tittle ... hmmm ..... i think i have!

Make Peace!

m back after a long journey which was quite a drainer..... to a distant town in south India where i wouldn have ventured had it nt been required by my accademics.... and wat a journeyit was..... draining me emotionally and physically.......

i wonder sometimes if we take things more seriously than we ought to... do we try to keep everybody happy... do we try to give justifications where people don even care but we stil do cos we don wana cause any ripples in the water.......

it hurts when people misunderstand u.... but then its best to let go cos not every body cares for ur explanationa and when people arent close enough how does it matter what they think.

At the end of the day wat we need to nw i guess is.. as long as we r clear in our conscience it doesn matter wat others think and sometimes we can yel at the top of our voices but no one cares to listen........

so the moral of the story is to make peace with urself.... and leave the world wiht their own mucky thinking ... we cant reprogramme it so jus let it be and not get affected by it!

easier said than done ...... i hope i can stay disconnected too..... thats the only way i can get my peace....

P.S. I Love You :)

hi there

need i say more..... the title says it all. its a fabulous book and aint i glad i din see the flick first........ u bet i m!

hmmm..... the most overrated emotion they say but i don think so its worth every penny of the rate list :) i m jus not able to keep the book down..... considering the amount of work on my plate at the moment it could get dangerous but wat the heck .......

love is like a kite which flies even higher when u chase it but sometimes jus falls in ur lap on a lazy day! the latter hasn happned to me yet though ;) but is it cos i have been chasing it far too long..... maybe its time to gently wait for the breeze to blow it in my direction....... m waititng wind Gods!

life never stops educating us . we may care a damn but if only we care to listen we can read a lot between lines... it isn easy surviving with love lost and Holly sure goes thru her hell.. but learns the lessons of life beautifully ...... her soul mate guides her thru her hell....... and isnt it so true that eventually we all need to make it on a lonesome journey sometime somewhere....... might as well learn the lessons as early on as possible... its tough my dear friend but learn it nonetheless....... haven emptied my heart out fully yet...... lots needs to be said and i shall when the time comes... til then hoping i find love in my heart before i do in ur eyes....