hey :) its bloody 1.40 am and m still up.. i jus cant sleep these days .. love to be up at night... the day stated on a pretty troubled note.... i ws so disturbed.. was scared of losing him... was terrified of the thought that somethng could go wrong .... i had tears rolling down my eyes as i was gettng ready to go to work... for a min i lost the trust in the universe i thought somethng bad conspiring against us... and i prayed.... thats the the only thng tat saved me actually... i was walking up n down wondering why he hadn called praying tat he would.. jus wantng to hear hs voice telling me relax .. its all gona be fine... don u worry! usually its me who is the optimistic one..... but nt today .. i jus so badly wanted a miracle....
and then i calmed myself... and told myself tat its all gona be fine.. i told myself to trust my instincts...
the evening breeze brought the warnth and kinda erased the creases on my forehead .... my heart stopped skipping beats.... somewhere the winds were whispering tat all is fine ... finally i recieved a call frm mom giving me a green signal :)
so finally my faith n conviction payed off........
nw remains the long painful wait to meet him.... the days r numbered but long nonetheless....
but whose complainig.... a longing heart never does ;)
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Nups,
Heartiest congratulations. I hope I have not annoyed you with my interference. Just remember to have faith in God and yourself. All will be fine. Do not ever panic. Remain calm.
Take care
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