Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Few bitter sweet moments !!

hi there
long time.. its been a while since i posted smthng... today was a weird day... i went thru so many thngs in the day that by the end of it i wasn sure whether i shud frown abt things or rather jus smile n move on.... work wise i knew the day was going to be hard and it was.. we were shouted at.. now i m kinda used to getn shouted at.. n as i was walking into the chamber of horrors i told myself no matter what he throws at u ...u nt gona let it affect u...i kinda pictured this shield arnd me making me "thick skinned "pretty literally, n it worked.. while he was throwing shit at us i was jus mutering the choicest of swears under my breath..n i walked out pretty unfazed :) proud of myself... i was bit disturbed so i jus called a pal to canteen to get it out of my system...thank god for friends... its was my usual S.O.S call ..... hmmmm then i got the good news abt a very good friend getting engaged ..n guess when ... Tomorrow :) how cool is that.... in the middle of all this another friend of my left for home cos her dad is citical n i jus wondered wats this life all about... i for a wild moment felt so small in this game called life... thanks for the vision or i would have got wallowed in my lil insignificant existance, i jus thought today if i die..life will move on jus as it is... few people may cry for a while but thats it... no one will perish cos i m nt there... so i wondered if i m nt to be taken seriously why shud i take my troubles seriously...... i'd rather do my best in my time on earth ..i wana reach out to those who need me.. today a patient who is mentally challenged jus melted my heart... his smile was the warmest n most wonderful thng tat happened to me the entire day....... when i waved to the kiddo bye he sheepishly smiled a bit embarrased n waved back, it was Gods way of telling me Babe u r lucky.... n that u r sent here for a purpose so jus do ur work n don get all worked abt some scums who r born to be a pain u knw here.....
n of course the good news of the day, for which i m sooooooo thankful is that i passed my exams :) even if that A****** gave me borderline marks atleast i passed :) THANK GOD!!!!

12 comments:

Jack said...

Nups,

One must do his or her best not letting thoughts of fruit waver one. Good news at the end. Congratulations.

Take care

Stillness Speaks said...

Congratulations Nups!! Well done! For a unique purpose you've been sent and that you must accomplish.. It's strange that while life gives one person all the happiness in the world, the same moment it takes away all from someone else..Life can't be taken all that seriously really. The stress will do us no good. The way you dealt with that difficult person was remarkable! Keep going Nups. There will be many like him, but don't let it get ur spirits down. It's not worth it!

nups said...

hi there Jack
ya i knw wat u mean as Krishna says.... jus do ur bit n let the results take care of themselves....
thanks.. i knw its such a relief that i passed.. i was kinda doubting it this time not cos of my performance but more cos of things way beyond my control......

nups said...

hi Stillness
:) thanks , yup i knw everythng is so ephemeral.... the bliss the sorrow..the pain even the gains .... ya i really need to knw hw to handle the unpleasant.... n the idiots we r gona find along the way.....

Wanda said...

Doing what makes you happy and doing and being as best as you can keeps you there...Not letting someone else's weakness get to you is thesmart thing to do...Congratulations Nups!

raj87 said...

Kudos nups....it was good that u did kinda did what was wanted...tc

nups said...

hi Wanda
not letting people get to u is tough i had never earnt that ...guess nw i shud n its a terribly hard road ahead....i need a lot of courage to keep going..i hope i can carry on

nups said...

hi raj
ur a poet i must say :) i liked ur blog.... n they eyes were particularly capturing ... thanks for dropping by :)

Adisha said...

Congrats dearr !! Job well done ... I'm so happy for u ...

Yes, life has it's ups and downs and when your down, don't wallow in it too long for it only means that there is an up ahead ... It's the small things that matter for in the end, they are what bring things back into perspective, like a wonderous smile !!

Your boss, reminds me of something a friend of mine used to do . Whenever her senior at work, used to call her for a dressing down, she'd come out seethign and then say " F#$% the rest, I'm the best. " and it used to work wonders for her. As I can see here works for u ... You know what you are, don't let the world ever get you down .

And yes, no point taking life so seriously, for in the end none of it matters !!!

Just hope to touch a few hearts, and become worth remembering in the years that you're here ...

CHeers,
adisha

nups said...

hey Adisha
i love to read ur comments ..u actually take the pain to be elaborate n expressive, great qualities for a human being.... ur friends way of dealing was interesting.. i sure feel like shwing my middle finger to such creeps half the time... we do need our adaptive mantras in place to survive in this jungle :)

Bernie said...

Hi Nups, thank you for visiting my blog, you are always welcome.
Yes I am a diabetic and I also have rheum. arthitis. My lower back is not the best and that is where I had my shot. The doctor did not tell me it would interfer with my diabetis. I will ask him at my next appointment. Thank you for telling me this information.
I hope you have a wonderful weekend......:-) Hugs

nups said...

hi Bernie
u take care...hmm rheumat arthritits... tough.. ya pls ask ur doc. is Cortisone helping u ? well also if u r on cortisone u must take care u don get any infections or viral flu etc. ... be more careful of ur health...not anythng to be worried abt though ... u take care :)