Sunday, May 10, 2009

pls read the date as 10/05/09 :)

its 3 minutes to midnight... and i should have bloged earlier but i was in a rotten mood since evening... had i blogged i would have jus spit venom...... i m nt sticking to my committment of bloging daily..n i don like myself for this.... it reflects wat a laid back person i have become these days... theres so much i need to do.... i need to get proactive, but here i am jus sitting n staring into the space.... waiting for a fairy God mother to come n set everythng right...has it ever happened to u that when there's lot on ur plate.... u jus don wana do anythng.... well thats hw i feel today, i also realised that my will power needs a good polishing... i was knwn for it once upon a time..... but these days it seems to be a long forgotten virtue....... hmmmm i need overhauling... could somlbody pls help.............. :) hmmmm that was a cry for help!!! i knw who to turn to.... it has to be me....
guess time to get into action......
the plan is i set small goals n tick them off on time.... so fellas wish me luck...... i so hope next time i sign in ...m more satisfied n peaceful...

6 comments:

Wanda said...

We can only change ourselves...so if you have a trait that you don't especially like...although no one is perfect...you either accept it or work at changing if it really makes you unhappy...the way we learn is through our mistakes...big ones and little ones.

Stillness Speaks said...

We can't be our flawless selves at all times. We're different people in different situations. At times we just have to accept ourselves and forgive ourselves for having behaved the way we did. Relax Nups. One day at a time..

Jack said...

Nups,

It has happened to me too, specially lately. I missed out some important follow ups. But one has to pull out by own efforts. Set realistic goals not unwarranted ones. Tell yourself you can do it but donot feel depressed if something is left out. And that rotten mood could not be just because of this. If there is something else, do let it off your mind.

Take care

nups said...

thanks Wanda
i totally agree.. i have learnt almst everythng thru mistakes n the hard way :)but i m sill pretty incorigible in most aspects

nups said...

hey stillnes
yup we rnt flawless.... we can jus move on... somedays cry a bi n then move on smiling :)

nups said...

hey Jack
wats up..hope to get a new post frm u sometime soon.... btw how r ur brats doing..haven heard abt them in a long time :)
good news is m not as frustrated as this post sounds, guess i was jus in that mood ....